Nobody is deserving of inside insanity. With this being said, govern yourself accordingly. Take control.. it will take time; time alone. Don’t be alone and start hating yourself, when you are alone start loving yourself more and more.
You have the power to change your perception, the power to change what makes you uncomfortable in any way. No one can tell you who to be, create your own purpose. Put yourself before anyone else, not in a stubborn or stuck up way, no. In a way that you know is self-love, you will appreciate that self-love.
If you have to distance yourself from all distractions (people and things), then do that. Take as much time out for yourself as you need, if anyone takes it personal that is none of your problem. Strive to improve in everything, remember everything isn’t a competition, especially life and how you and another operate in yours and theirs.
You cannot change the past so do not dwell on it too much, instead create a much better future for yourself. With the future though, do not be so anxious about it because that will only cause harm to you. Prepare for what you believe is to come for you, but live in the present moment because every second is a gift <3.
No one can control your mind but you, no one can live your life but you, and no one knows how you want your life to go but you. Letting others get in your ear about you should do this and that will serve you no good. Do not let outside noises that are not uplifting you affect you in any way.
Focus more on your mental health; your time will come I promise, do not fear anything, it’s an illusion.
You are in control of everything that involves you! Don’t try to live anyone else’s life!
Everyone has the choice to choose! If one chooses not to think and not to take full control over their mind then, they can only operate and survive by imitating and repeating a routine line of thoughts and work contrived by more resourceful people. Every man and woman is free to rise as far as he or she is willing to rise. It’s only the degree to which he or she thinks that will determine the degree to which he or she will rise.
You may control your mind by feeding it whatever thought impulses you choose. You are the master of your mind and you have the power to control your own thoughts. You have the power to influence, control, and direct your own circumstances.
-StarSeed Vesture